make every second a precious second

After posting yesterday's movie review, I realised I forgot to share what I've learnt from it. Yup, the moral value!

There is so much to learn from this movie. All in all, I learnt to appreciate people that I truly love, people that left little or massive footprints in every stage of my life. Especially right now, as I am leaving Brisbane in less than 2 months time, Im trying to spend and want to spend moreeee quality time with different individuals.

For those who don't know, I've decided to go home for good. *i think*.. hehe, unless the prohets tell me that God wants me to stay la.. then that would be different :P *still praying*

Y' know, everyone is saying " we will definitely meet again" or "see u in kl" or "come to singapore/hong kong/macau/china", but it's often easier said than done. Im not saying that it wont happen, but why wait later? Meet me right now, right here. I want to spend time with you!

I sincerely want to treasure my time with my people in Brissy. To testify this, I'M GOING TO SPEND MY CHRISTMAS HERE!

hehee.. so, do make an appointment with me before i go home ya, or dont reject me if I ask you out :P I'll be leaving right after Christmas- 26th December 2009.

*ginger bread tree from Coles*

if you are:

-reading this

-from Brisbane

-seen me before and think that i've seen you before

i just want to say THANKS, YOU'VE MADE SIGNIFICANT DIFFERENCE IN MY JOURNEY OF LIFE IN BRISBANE.

thank you so so much!

Love & Hugs,

Venurs yek yek

The Time Traveler's Wife

I just got home watching The Time Traveler's Wife, played by Eric Bana and Rachel McAdams.
I really love this movie, it kept me reflecting on all the scenes even after the movie, till now. I am just wondering... if there is anyone that could time travel... and that would be so cool, yet tiring. hehe.. I know I know it's just another fictional movie but I somehow believe that this could happen. haha.. I was asking God if there is one, if yes, I hope He will kindly reveal him to me =))

This movie is about a man named Henry (Eric Bana)that could travel through time uncontrollably due to a mutated gene. While Claire (Rachel McAdams), is someone that met Henry ever since she was a little kid. Predictably, they fell in love and collided a wonderful chemistry together. Throughout the movie, I can feel the depth of the relationship they have. They are cute, sweet, innocent.... watching them really got me wander off for a while.. hmmmm.. Aaaanywayyyy.. one of my favourite scene is when Henry saw his mum in the train. The way he looked into his mum eyes is heartwrenching.
Ok, I dont want to talk so much about the story line, because I want you people to watch it! This is one of my favourite movie in 2009! Please.. trust me and watch this movie!

off to bed =)
loves

I AM A HAPPY GIRL!

i just got over my worst nightmare at 10.11am!

Yeap, I waved goodbye to the toughest Problem Solving subject!

well, this hasnt been enough to make my day. Some extra(s) that made me happy is........... i bought my graduation dress from Portmans today! and it's on promotion now!
Spend more than AUD150, get AUD50 off
my dress is AUD129.95, so i add up with a black satin top (only AUD19.9!!) and a 3 dollar mint (at first I wonder why they have mint, but i guess i know now) = 152.85; it is then discounted with 50 dollars so = AUD 102.85!

i think it's a great deal, because my graduation dress is oooh-sooo-pretty!

nope, no pictures till my graduation! haha!
but u can have a sneak peek on my satin black top below:

rightttt, i know, cant even see! I'll post up the picture once i got occasion to wear okays! =)

Last but not least, I think i really had a great time shopping with my sheppie Cintia! More to come okays? hehehehe. Im looking forward to our Sydney trip! =))))

need to lose weight + save bucks!

yay yay no more problematic problem solving problems to solve.

love,

happy yek

of Ups and Downs

everytime i fast and pray, there will be lots of (bad) things happened, enemy love to attack me during this time.
Yet, I grew stronger each time and claimed victory in the name of Jesus!
i planned to do a 3 day fast and pray from Monday till Wednesday (today), fasting breakfast and dinner, will read the bible once i wake up and before i sleep for at least 30 minutes. Well, it's ONLY a 3-day fast, but I felt that this is one of the most challenging fast I've ever experienced.
The first day was okay, but the second day, i got bitten by a big black ant on the grass! I sat on the grass less than 3 minutes and was bitten by it! It was sooo painful and i thought im going to die! My wound swell so badly and I could barely walk! Later on, I lay hands against my wound and pray, in less than 5 minutes, the swell has gone and i dont feel pain anymore! Praise God =)
Today, I would say that it's the most challenging day for fasting! I think God was testing my endurance, i woke up at 5.45am this morning! this is so unsual! i never wake up so early! When i saw the time, i tried to go back to sleep but I was too alert to sleep. So, I woke up and do stuffs. I felt so hungry the moment i woke up but i kept praying. I knew it's gonna be sooooo hard but I will not eat anything! only plain water!!
i went to Uni, tried to study but I cant. the aroma of coffee and food from Darwin's Cafe kept coming to me! So, i decided to go for a walk.
My body experienced a strange sensation, it's like every step i take, i felt electricity running all over my body. I could not walk any longer, and my saliva taste like bittergourd. The acid is coming out from my tummy.. urrgghh.. and that was only at 10am. I cant walk, I cant study. The only thing i can do to refrain myself from thinking about food is... play game. I play game continuosly for that 2 remaining hour, and my eyes went cuckoo @.@. When i saw the time showing 11.54am, i thought it is 11.59am. I dont know why, i somehow just thought that the 4 is a 9! Was starting to pray and give thanks and before i said A-M-E-N, the time showed 11.55am!! I was like WHAT! 5 MORE MINUTES!! ARGHHHHH!
and yeah, i spent my remaning 5 minutes praying to God, telling Him im going to conquer it! I wont give up! Im claiming the victory! and guess what, when i finished praying, the time is 12pm already! God is so good, he heard my prayer! hehe..
after that, i dont think i want to elaborate more..... yes i ate like a mad girl.
well, i havent eaten for more than 20 hours, cant help it =P

As most people know Im praying for God's direction, wanting to know what is God's will, whether to stay in Brisbane or go home... well God hasnt really spoke to me about it yet..
and.. just a moment ago I received a call from papa.
He asked: Yek, which car do u want? Vios or Honda City or Nissan Latio Sports?

i was like........ NISSAN LATIO SPORTS!! MY DREAM CAR! AHHHH...

i said: Nissan latio sports white colour please! HAHAHAAHAH

papa said: ok, u sure ah.. ok bye

=D i was soo excited until I cant continue to nap anymore!

hmm.. after that i was thinking, "what if God want me to stay? arghh.. "

God please tell me Your will!

so....i m going to ask my papa to hold on to the car first ='(

yes, i will continue to seek you my dearest Jesus!

wish me luck for my LAST DAY OF FASTING OK! if u could, please pray WITH me too =)

Good luck in your finals people =)

xoxo

If only i could meet you, but...

yup.

xoxo

i m gonna miss you, beautiful Brisbane city

leaving in 2 months

xoxo

oh, saturday

was awaken by papa's call today, at 12.30 noon.
as usual, he was asking the standard questions like "how are you? is everything ok?"
but this time i sensed the sourness within his voice.
i told papa that my graduation is on the 16th December, was asking where he want to go and i'll plan him an awesome holiday. He laughed with bitterness.
then, he came up with a 'funny' question.
"every human is not perfect, is God perfect?"
"yes"
"u know, sometimes we can be god too!"
"no we can't, there is only one God!"
" when there is problem, we have to solve ourselves, God is not going to solve for us!"
" God can help, as long as we pray!"
" i dont think praying alone helps! u need to do something too! explain to me, why people who pray so hard will still sick? some even died from sickness, is God helping? NO"
" i guess this is how u see the problem, we see it in a positive way, as in, this may be God's plan for us, and we will accept and continue to trust Him in His way'
" means they are fated, right"
" if u use the word fated, it will be a very negative word. a word that makes people give up. a word that demotivates"
"......... our fish pond at home will no longer be there"
"why???????????????????"
my home's fish pond is my papa's treasure, he love to spend time watching the Japanese Koi fish swimming.
" the pond water is leaking, the constructor said if it continues to leak, the water will soften the soil underground and our home will collapse"
" hurr? cannot repair the water leakage??"
" if can, already repaired 2-3 years ago, not that you dont know"
" hmmmm..."
" see, this is fate! i pray to god also no use"
" pa, i will pray for u, pray for our pond! have faith ok! no matter how frustrated u are, trust God!"
" haha.."
i was praying silently at this time, asking God's hand to move and help my papa
" anyway, what a good conversation we had, about God, and fish pond."
" i will continue to pray for u pa"
" please pray for urself first, then only u pray for me"
"ok, have faith pa!"


i felt very doomed after he hung up. i know my papa is feeling extremely sad. he put on tremendous effort on the fish pond but now everything will be in vain. I do not know what God is trying to do, but I am going to trust God for His plan.
no such thing as "fated", i dislike this word.
i believe everything happened for a reason, of course.
we are in God's hand
and FAITH is all we need.

please pray for my papa, too.

uh, no more fish pond at home. :(